Heartless no more
It jumps
While it pumps
It squirms
Taking away all the burns
It twists
Waking up to what it missed
Bouncing to the rhythm
Of a an unknown drum
Hopefully no longer in a cage
By the two thick walls of rage
(via minimeatball)
Finally something Ive been dying to do again since forever
(via satinpanthers)
Actually cheered me up knowing that karma is going to fuck you up, piece of scum.
Miss me?
Is this some sort of joke?
Am I just a soulless body
To be used and discarded
As long as Im in it for real
The real me hasn’t been alive for months now
Maybe its my fault
But this is not what I signed up for
And the question remains
What is it that I signed up for?
At times Im alright with all of it
And then yes I back out
Because I know its a mistake
Is it time to come out of my coma?
My first choice or 2nd?
A nightmare or a relaxed state of mind?
I need to breathe again
At the moment…
Id like to hurt myself in anyway to rid myself of all memories
At the moment…
I wish I never met you
At the moment…
I feel sick to my stomach for making all these dumb decisions
At the moment…
I only remember the good and make excuses for all the bad
At the moment…
I wish I would realize that I have something better waiting for me
At the moment…
Im fighting so many urges
At the moment…
Im tired of waiting in suspense for something that will never come
The darkness begins to fade.
The light begins to seep into my eyes.
I am then filled with hope.
I begin to believe in myself.
I push on forward through my day.
Looking back, I certainly have accomplished so much.
It is then when you, the world, comes in.
You do not just wake.
You suck me…
Something i found while cleaning my bookcase… This is part of what was written on it
My skin crawls at tomorrow
Ive had enough of my sorrow
Dangerous steps need to be taken
My mind has been forsaken
Cleaning out the plain images
Putting up new colorful stages
Starting a new faith in life
Storming into a valuable strife
Toward a wondrous ride away
I hope my fear doesn’t beg me to stay